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Anhedonia

by Cherazade

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1.
Entropy 03:56
I’m still writing about you But you haven’t read a word Raised on divorce and TV I bite back like a dog I see everything They try to hide in the dark Things change inside and around me Night after night an entropy I’m killing time, it’s killing me It’s grinding me between its teeth Things change inside and around me Night after night an entropy I’m killing time, it’s killing me It’s grinding me between its teeth I’m still thinking ‘bout the times When I couldn’t tell what is right Sometimes I feel I’m still the same With different boulders in my way Became frail and deranged Since then I haven’t been the same It took me years till I learned How to defend my own space Things change inside and around me Night after night an entropy I’m killing time, it’s killing me It’s grinding me between its teeth Things change inside and around me Night after night an entropy I’m killing time, it’s killing me It’s grinding me between its teeth Things change inside and around me Night after night an entropy I’m killing time, it’s killing me It’s grinding me between its teeth Things change inside and around me Night after night an entropy I’m killing time, it’s killing me It’s grinding me between its teeth
2.
Fool 04:29
I’m not playing by your rules That’s what you would like me to I’d rather make myself a fool Than be anything like you I’m not playing by your rules That’s what you would like me to I’d rather make myself a fool Than be anything like you And I know, and I know, and I know Exactly what you’re gonna say And I know, and I know, and I know That this is just your attitude And you talk, and you talk, and you talk As if anyone gives a shit And you try, and you try, and you try To pull me down, but I won’t drown You might be right another time When you try again to prove me wrong You will continue all your lies Always preventing being caught It must be lonely in your life When you can never rest your case Forever keeps you up at night And this is everything I can say I’m not playing by your rules It’s what you would like me to I’d rather make myself a fool Than be anything like you I’m not playing by your rules It’s what you would like me to I’d rather make myself a fool Than be anything like you And I know, and I know, and I know Exactly what you’re gonna say And I know, and I know, and I know That this is just your attitude And you talk, and you talk, and you talk As if anyone gives a shit And you try, and you try, and you try To pull me down, but I won’t drown I’m not playing by your rules It’s what you would like me to I’d rather make myself a fool Than be anything like you I’m not playing by your rules It’s what you would like me to I’d rather make myself a fool Than be anything like you I’m not playing by your rules It’s what you would like me to I’d rather make myself a fool Than be anything like you I’m not playing by your rules It’s what you would like me to I’d rather make myself a fool Than be anything like you
3.
Haunt You 03:39
I will count the rain clouds in the sky Until the day that I, day that I die I will haunt you the rest of your life ‘cause this pain has two, pain has two sides ‘cause this pain has two, pain has two sides She stood high there on the rooftop Light emitting from the sky Time is due and summer’s over See you on the other side I will count the rain clouds in the sky Until the day that I, day that I die I will haunt you the rest of your life ‘cause this pain has two, pain has two sides You wouldn’t believe what girls Like me have seen in their lives How many deaths have you died? How many tears have you wiped? Giving out pieces of me Try to erase the pain Boiling inside at all times I have been raised with shame She stood high there on the rooftop Light emitting from the sky Time is due and summer’s over See you on the other side She stood high there on the rooftop Light emitting from the sky Time is due and summer’s over See you on the other side I will count the rain clouds in the sky Until the day that I, day that I die I will haunt you the rest of your life ‘cause this pain has two, pain has two sides I will count the rain clouds in the sky Until the day that I, day that I die I will haunt you the rest of your life ‘cause this pain has two, pain has two sides
4.
My hands were shaking, I was cold He told me you were losing soul I know that you could barely hold I just want to take you home Nine years of silence Left blankness and regret Out of my body, out of my soul The loveliest feeling is nothing at all And just want you to know that I cared I promise you, someday, I’ll bury the pain You pulled the loathing out of my head Forever grateful for what you gave And I’m still crying Can’t fall asleep at night Out of my body, out of my soul The loveliest feeling is nothing at all And just want you to know that I cared I promise you, someday, I’ll bury the pain We tend to forget what’s not in front of our eyes We tend to forget what used to be Out of my body, out of my soul The loveliest feeling is nothing at all And just want you to know that I cared I promise you, someday, I’ll bury the pain Out of my body, out of my soul The loveliest feeling is nothing at all And just want you to know that I cared I promise you, someday, I’ll bury the pain

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released December 24, 2021

Songwriting, lyrics, composition, production, mixing and mastering on 'Entropy', 'Fool' and 'Haunt You' by Cherazade.
Songwriting, lyrics, mixing and mastering on 'Bury the Pain' by Cherazade, Produced by Fukszbau.
Cover art by Cherazade, Samuel Cornelissen and Yael Lämmerhirt.

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